15 September 2008


i am still a little below average, but at least i'm better than yesterday.

and the day before.

and the day before that.

so... yeah.

i went to pick up another postage today. it was the replacement tee that was promised to me. i felt a lot better after getting something new for a change. things have been so dull and uninteresting these few days. indulging in other things seem to help me feel a lot less sadder and a bit happier somehow.

but then again,

the emptiness in my heart where you used to be is still throbbing.

when will you decide to return again?


i will never know.


only Time can tell.