25 September 2008

Something to think about.

living life wouldn't mean that you have to do things right to have eternal life after death. living life would mean that you have to live it the way you want it, the way you think is right.

what am i babbling about? SHE is the reason for this. just her. then why is God's definition of love so different from everyone else's? how can it be so different from mine? when we all know that it simply... feels good... to love. see, everything about me, my whole body, my mind, my heart, my soul, my whole BEING points out to this person and tells me what i'm feeling is not a lie. how can that be so bad in the eyes of so many? and in the eyes of God? i just don't get it.

i was thinking maybe it would have been better, and easier if it was someone else. but the thing is, it's not. why does it have to be her? why does it have to be ONLY her? i'm going to be completely honest and spare myself from being completely disillusioned. i just want one day to be with her. just one day. that is all. nothing more, nothing less. i just want to be able to live that moment again; to let my heart feel an overflow of emotions. i want to feel the intensity flowing into our bodies, releasing on our fingertips. is that too much to ask? just one more day. please? can i?

does one need just a day? to prove eternal love? to express a love that is exceptionally unexplainable? are you ready for a love that i feel for you?

omg why must it be so heart-wrenching?! stop making me tear up alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! T_________________________T

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