10 September 2008

Betrayal.


somehow,

by sharing something so precious with the world,

i thought that i could rejoice

in the thought of everyone basking in the joy

that i thought i'd never be able to feel again.

but honestly speaking,

it felt like something special had begun to fade;

and it felt

as if i've betrayed a trust that was entrusted upon me

from the perfect one who means so much to me.

how could i have been so submissive to my own feelings?

i shouldn't have.

i won't do it anymore.
and i want you to know that,
from the bottom of my heart.

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