01 August 2008


do you know that feeling?

that feeling where you could feel your insides being squeezed and pulled down to the soles of your feet? and the feeling that tightens your throat, making it hard for you to breathe and swallow? and also that feeling where you feel as if someone has their palms at the side of your head and pushing inwards?

yeah, that feeling.

whenever i start thinking about 6pm tonight, i feel like that.

so i'm writing.
i'm writing and writing and writing in my big black book so i don't have to think about it. : (