Solemn Day

I still can't shake off the feeling from the day before so I guess that's why I don't feel anything about how my day went today.

Had more exam papers given back to us today. The results:

Chemistry: 46%
Biology: 67%

Basic Economy: 19/30 (1st paper) ; 18/25 (2nd paper)

Moral: 32/40

History: 76%

Mathematics: (All you have to know that I flunked it bad)

The marks aren't really helping my day either. Tiffany said Chemistry and Math are always difficult. But why is it that I keep telling myself that I could've done something to make it better?

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Hard as I try, I still can't forgive myself about what happened to my camera's memory card. For all of you who stilll don't know about what happened, here's the whole 411:

I finished taking photos of every single student in the school. It was a big thing for the Photography Team because we've killed our butts and skipped so many classes to finish the task. On that very same day, the Lion Dance was having an official opening ceremony. I was assigned to take groups photos.

Being the photographer, I handled my duties as told. After the ceremony, Mr Albert Ong, the teacher in charge of the Liong Dance troops asked if he could borrow my memory card to save the pictures into his computer. And I let him.

The very next day, I got the memory card from him. When I got back home, I happily placed the memory card into my camera to scan through all the photos again. As I switched the camera on, a message blinked on the screen: "Card Not Initialized"

I called up my Fujifilm Dealer to ask him what was wrong. As soon as he heard the sentence "card not initialized", he said to me:

"I'm sorry, but your memory card has to be re-formated."

I can't tell you how hard I cried after I hung up the phone. I cried because the photos which we spent a week taking have all gone. I weeped because the people who've handed me the task would surely be mad and infuriated.

It's been a week after the incident. I still can't forgive myself for being so stupid. So careless. So dumb.

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Some one called me stoopid today. And I can't help but feel hurt.

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Instead of getting an MP3 using my ang pao money, I had a better idea. I'm going to head down to Technographic and get me tonnes of Art Supplies. I felt that it would be better for me because the Art Supplies would turn out to be pretty useful. And since I take up Arts in school, I would need better Art Supplies to aid me in my work. The current Art Supplies that I have don't really help and most of them are inefficient.

And I finally made up my mind as to where I want to pursue my studies.

Glasgow School of Arts. The ONLY University campus in the WORLD worthy its subject.

And the interior design of the building is BLOODY MAGNIFICENT. Interested? www.gsa.ac.uk

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I keep getting inspirations to do Art today and yesterday. Images of Art keep flashing through my mind, these absolutely brilliant ideas and mind-dazzling pictures. It's funny how I only get inspirations when I'm feeling low and depressed. Haha.

AND I might've gotten my first inpiration to write a poem, too.